why i am alive letra

Sometimes I don't wanna try
I can't seem to smile, I can't seem to cry
What is the point when I don't want to open my eyes
Sorry for feeling this way
A burden I know but what else can I say
I'd rather you leave me, you know that you don't have to stay

I want to give up
Let go of these chains
Please leave me in peace
And end this pain
But I cannot be
So selfish and flee
Because

I may hate myself
But I still love you
Even if my pains gone
It'll only pass on back to you
I don't understand
What you all see in me
But you love me and I love you

I've had enough
I want to be done
The hurt in my heart
Cannot be healed
But I have to try
I can't say goodbye
Because

I may hate myself
But I still love you
Even if my pains gone
It'll only pass on back to you
I don't understand
What you all see in me
But you love me and I love you
Maybe one day I'll love me too

OR3O - Letras

• 100 Years
• All Eyes On Me
• Be Mine
• Best Friends
• Can't Help Falling In Love
• Digital Hallucination (feat. Lizzie Freeman & More)
• Doki Doki Forever
• Endless (feat. Kuraiinu)
• Endless Dreaming
• Final Duet (Omori)
• Funked Up (feat. Sleeping Forest, Kuraiinu, Lollia & JerBear)
• Give Up Every Soul (Batim X Undertale)
• Gospel of Dismay
• Greedy
• Help Me
• Karma
• Liar
• Living On
• Living On
• Meow
• Monsters (Halloween Original Song)
• OMG!
• Rain On Me
• Rev Up Power Up
• Right Now
• Run Away
• So Suspicious
• Still Dancing
• Stone Ocean
• Sugar Honey Ice Tea
• The End (feat. CG5 & DJ Smell)
• The Roaring 2020's
• To You
• Turn It Down
• why i am alive
• Winner